So what do you want to do “if” I come over?

I found this, i wrote it a few weeks ago… I don’t know why I didn’t publish it at the time.  Maybe I wrote it from my PDA?  Anyway, the feelings have mostly passed so I figured I would get it out there.  :0)

I’ve been feeling kind of down lately. Mostly just bloated and lonely. yeah I know a weird yet extremely symbiotic connection of general depression.

I need to get out of the house and out of my funk so I posted an ad on Craig’s List the other day. There were several reasons for it. A little bit of boredom, (ok… a lot of boredom) curiosity, loneliness… I don’t usually post ads in casual encounters but like I said… bored. I find that most guys on Craig’s list are only looking for casual encounters anyway, I don’t need to torture myself by going to that forum specifically. or maybe I don’t need to torture myself by going to the romance forum only to find men who want to get down and dirty without even getting to know me. Either way, even a casual encounter I would expect there to be some level of getting to know the person before immediately jumping in and screwing!

Anyway, it’s always the same thing. Right away guys want to know my bust size, they want to know were gonna “do” if they come over. Like I am not good enough to hang out with if I am not a sure thing.

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